If you are looking for new ways to navigate their physical, emotional and spiritual wellness, you have come to the right corner of the internet.
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As a Highly Sensitive and Neurodivergent Intuitive, I especially LOVE helping other creative and sensitive souls to find their own solutions when it comes to “HEALING*so we can make our dreams come true and raise the level of consciousness on this planet.
“IT IS NO SIGN OF HEALTH TO BE WELL ADJUSTED TO A SICK SOCIETY.”
- Krishnamurti
IF YOU ARE NOT WELL ADJUSTED TO OUR SICK SOCIETY, CONGRATULATIONS!
NEITHER AM I!
Studying health was the LAST thing I ever imagined doing but I needed help from things like anxiety/OCD and felt like I had to teach it to myself because no doctor could seem to help me.
Was I beyond help? Or is our system broken?
(THE SYSTEM IS NOT BROKEN, IT WAS DESIGNED THIS WAY)
ABOUT MY HEALING JOURNEY
Despite any external accolades or mainstream success, I spent most of my life feeling sick, tired and disconnected from myself, plagued by anxiety, chronic exhaustion, OCD, insecurity, Electrosensitivity (EHS) and other “fun” things that very often derailed my career pursuits.
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Conventional therapy from Ivy-league trained NYC psychiatrists, dozens of self help books, yoga, meditation and antidepressants never quite helped me the way I hoped.
Though I felt hopeless at times, I was committed to finding answers and promised myself that if I ever felt better, I would help others to help themselves.
THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT I AM FEELING A LOT BETTER AND READY TO BE OF SERVICE, LIKE I PROMISED.
(HALLELUJAH)
The BAD news is that I realized us naive well-intentioned humans have been DUPED in almost every way, when it comes to health…
It’s almost as if our society is set to keep humans sick and in a loop of Saṃsāra or something, but OOPS LOL I digress! 👼
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After putting the pieces together on my mental, physical and spiritual health and becoming certified as an Integrative Health Practitioner and Spiritual Psychology/Life Coach with 7+ years in trainings in many unique healing modalities, I feel inspired to help others with the tools I have learned.
If you are looking for 1 Integrative coaching tailor made for your individual needs, I now offer 1:1 guidance, group coaching, along with retreats via 1-800-EARTH.
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HERE IS A LITTLE BIT MORE ABOUT MY OWN LITTLE “SUCCESS AND HEALING JOURNEY”
Growing up in New York City, I spent age 9 up until my 30’s trying to heal myself from debilitating anxiety, OCD, brain fog, EMF sensitivity (EHS), chemical sensitivity and sensory overwhelm, while simultaneously attempting to design strange films (The Color Wheel), inventions (Jewish Rosaries™), make comedy and save this planet from environmental collapse.
OY VEY!
As a Highly Sensitive / Neurodivergent human who feels everything deeply, life on Earth can feel especially exciting and tough!
In 2017, I weaned myself off of anti-depressants (don’t try this at home) and was on the verge of making a comedic television show pilot called CARLEN SAVES THE WORLD, (which I thought would be a way for me to combine all my interests of environmental activism, television and comedy!) and “BE SUCCESFUL”
BUT LIFE HAD OTHER PLANS
(cue dramatic music)
In March of 2017, my father passed away to cancer which led me to a level of grief and burn out I could have never imagined.
A month later, I had my first psychedelic experience with plant medicine (medical grade cannabis tincture) which led to a surprise and sudden Spiritual Awakening. (OOPS)
The night of my Spiritual Awakening (or Nervous Breakdown, LOL), I heard an audible voice say:
“IF YOU TRULY WANT TO SAVE THIS PLANET, YOU MUST HEAL YOURSELF.”
Who said that? Was it me? Was it the plant medicine? Was it God?
(Wait, did God exist?!)
(as a former Atheist who was afraid of trying any kind of “drug”, this was an existential crisis for me)
OY VEY x 1,000,000!
Could I find God through plant medicine?
Wasn’t this “sacrilegious?”
AFTER THAT FATEFUL SOMEWHAT CONFUSING NIGHT,
Everytime I wanted to go back to “being normal” and focus on making television shows or trying to save Earth in the conventional way I had done, I would hear that “crazy voice” inside of me telling me to focus on my own healing.
UGH!
I literally could not do anything BUT heal, to the point that I felt un-employable and my friends thought I had gone off the deep end.
WAS I GOING CRAZY OR SANE?
Listening to this inner voice and taking a complete hiatus from my filmmaking, activism and other creative and career pursuits was DEFINITELY NOT “PRACTICAL” or “FISCALLY RESPONSIBLE”; but I literally could not do anything else.
Once I finally surrendered, I spent from 2017-2024 focused entirely on spiritual, emotional, and physical healing.
This included some more CONVENTIONAL things:
like ample time in nature alone. attending weekly church services every weekend (a big deal as an Atheist/culturally reformed Jew), moving to Bali for 3 months (even though I was not a “yoga person”…shhhh!), traveling around the United States for 2 years in my car, taking dozens of online courses in a variety of spiritual and healing modalities, and some “less conventional” forms of healing.
Some of my “LESS CONVENTIONAL” healing attempts included:
putting a tiny balloon up my nose to help my breathing (it is called Neurocranial Restructuring and worked!), trying out a good old fashioned exorcism (Apparently NEEDED! How rude!), consuming psychedelic plants such as Ayuhuasca, San Pedro, Psylocibin, orchids and snorting psychedelic toad venom (Bufo).
DON’T KNOCK IT TIL YOU TRIED IT!
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What I learned these past few years was very different from my undergraduate Psychology/Environmental Studies degree at Oberlin College!
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I truly now believe that the way we heal this planet is the same way we heal ourselves :
by replacing the FAKE with the REAL;
by becoming our most natural and real version;
by listening to our souls and symptoms as messengers, not as inconvenient enemies.
I now realize that “crazy voice” was my soul, and I am so glad I finally listened instead of covering it up with pills or self-judgement that I was “wasting time”.
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AS I MENTIONED AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS LONG STORY (which I thank you for reading…._
I made a PROMISE that if I ever felt better (which I finally DO!), I would share whatever has helped me the most, no matter how “crazy” I sound - and also share what DIDN’T WORK for me.
And that is exactly what I am now doing as a coach/guide.
I know my mission is to help others on the healing journey so we can truly liberate this planet and consciousness itself.
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This is why I have opened my coaching practice and created my multi-media show “EARTH TO CARLEN”, in addition to my ministry / company/market titled:
1-800 EARTH
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I love assisting courageous and sensitive souls who are looking for new ways of living, healing, and creating.
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Reach out if you feel called to work with me in a 1:1 capacity, on a retreat, or join my newsletter to stay tuned for a variety of courses on a wide variety of topics I will be offering soon!
